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Samantha's Place12月5日 10 Things I Want To DoA few things I want to do in my life. . . . .
1. Find my purpose- we all have a divine reason for being here!
2. Spend time in HAWAII- aloha!
3. Take ballroom dancing lessons
4. Learn to paint
5. Visit Scottland and Ireland
6. Learn to play an instrument, maybe the fiddle- not the violin :)
7. Learn to sign
8. Silly- but I would like to go to a sitcom taping
9. Open and run a Christian summer camp
10. Find a way to truly help people, using the abilties and spiritual gifts I have. 12月1日 My Favorite PlaceI was thinking today about my favorite place (within my house anyway)..... and as insignifigant as it seems I think it must be our shower. For some reason the shower has always been the only place I feel truly alone with my thoughts. Growing up as the oldest of three kids, with a large age gap between myself and my brother and sister (I am 8 years older than Bethany, and 10 years older than Jonathan) there was always chaos and lots of noise in the house. Even my bedroom wasn't safe from the ruckus lol, they would pound on my door and yell for me until I let them in. (Dad- was it any wonder I took 45 minute showers?)Anyway even now, in my own house with much less noise and much more peace (sorry Jon & Beth) I still love long, hot showers. I love to get in there, crank up the heat, and let the water wash away the stress (not to mention the aches & pains) of the day. Sometimes caring for a 2 year old 24/7, with a husband that works long hours, the shower is my only escape & I thank God for it. I know my fellow moms agree that shower therapy is often just what the doctor ordered- granted a week long getaway to a different locale and some time alone with our husbands in a cushy hotel suite would be really nice, but we'll take what we can get! Hope you all have a great day! 11月30日 5 RelationshipsHey guys, I've had blogger's block lately so I sought out some writing prompts, this is my favorite: What 5 relationships have the greatest impact on your life? So here goes, in chronological order.
1. My Mother: Aren't we all largely shaped by our mothers? They are with us from the get-go, if we are truly blessed they are always there, as mine has been. I am a lot like my mother in many ways, and her polar opposite in a few. Sometimes I say something a certain way or tilt my head like her, or make a facial expression exactly like her and it completely freaks my husband out LOL. I would say the biggest part of me that my mom "shaped" is my need to always be a lady, to be polite ALWAYS, and to always for lack of a better term be "well-behaved". Funny looking back, because most of these things did not rub off on my little sister, go figure.
2. MY Biological father: Without getting into the intricacies of this situation- I have never met him, nor has he ever wanted a relationship with me, to the best of my knowledge. Sometimes I think his absence has effected me more than his presence would have. The fact that (whatever the reason) your own father, the man that should always love you, protect you, and be there for you A. has no desire to be any of those things to you and B. has no clue the impact his complete and utter disreguard has had on you. Because of this, deep in my subconcious I continue to be "not good enough" in most of my relationships, even now, not to the people who love me but to myself. It has effected my relationship with the only father I've ever known, my relationship with my mom (I needed her more as a child), And most importantly my relationship with God which leads me to # 3.
3. God, my Heavenly Father: I have learned that He is the only one that will truly never leave me or disappoint me. That no matter what should happen I can turn to Him in every situation, no matter the hurt, big or small. I don't have the words to express the love I feel for Him.
4. Boyfriend "No Name": I am listing this nameless person not bc of the importance of my relationship with him on it's own (bc it has none) but bc the heartbreak I experienced when we broke up, and later when we could no longer be best friends, moved me into the place I needed to be to meet and fall in love with my most important relationship (other than my relationship with God)- My husband!
5. That's right you guessed it MY HUSBAND! He is my best friend and so much more. He is the love of my life and I can't imagine a life that he isn't a part of. He's had to overcome a lot thanks to relationships #2 & #4, and maybe a little bit with #1 (just kidding mom), but thanks to relationship #3 he made it through without a scratch! I love you more than you will ever know Trey.
For anyone who is wondering why my sweet baby girl isn't on this list, I took this more as a pre-child topic, the ppl that shaped so much of who I would become as her Mama! I love you my sweet, sweet Gracie girl!
11月29日 Yada, Yada, Yada. . . . .Lately (As if you couldn't tell) I have absolutley nothing to say. Everything is good, we're all fine, just kind of blah when it comes to "spacin". I hope you all are doing well, if you have time you should stop by Lana's space, she is featured on the Best Of this week. I've been getting our Christmas decorations out this week, we will put our tree up this weekend, and it's begining to look a lot like Christmas....... 11月7日 CHRISTMAS VILLAGEI can't wait to put my Christmas village out! It was a gift from my mom for my birthday and I love it! We had a good visit, I only wish that it could have been longer, I'm already looking forward to our Thanksgiving trip to the MTNS.
The laundry is calling- as always! Have a great day everyone! 11月4日 Company's ComingMy Mom ans sister are coming down today, to spend the weekend- yay! It's always nice to have them down for a few days :) I need to go clear out our guest room, unfortunatley it's become more of a catchall room than anything. Gotta go de-clutter! 10月22日 Christmas ShoppingI love Christmas shopping. Every year I vow that I will begin my shopping in January or at least by February, and that way it's not so much all at once. Well that hasn't happened yet but last year I started in October, and this year I started in September, so maybe by 2013 I'll meet my goal lol. I love two things about Christmas shopping:
A. finding the perfect gift for someone and B. finding a great deal. I probably spend too much time picking out the right present, but I want it to be something the recipient will truly enjoy. I am not someone who can just go "pick something up"- 10月21日 Talking about Something to think about
Quote Something to think about BlahNothing to say today, although yay the computer is up and running. . . . .
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